With apologies to Poe for stealing his line. Or do you need to apologize for
stealing borrowing material from a dead guy?
We’re leaving for the theatre in two minutes. It’s my first night on stage with Comedy Sportz. I’ve been performing in some fashion or another since I was FIVE YEARS OLD. I’ve won awards, even – I mean, local ones, but still….
So why am I more terrified of this than of anything else?
I wonder if it relates to the same reason I’m afraid to really push to get published in something other than lit zines and websites.
Most people have fear of failure.
My stepfather, whose advice is generally dead-on (much as I often hate to admit it), says I have fear of success.
Something to examine at another time, I guess.
Meanwhile, I bought new sweats today, and a t-shirt to wear to dinner that sports a butterfly on the front. My theory is that if I make the butterfly my totem for the evening by wearing it on my chest, the butterflies in my stomach will disperse gracefully.
Well, it was worth a thought.
And the shirt’s damned cute. Kinda flirty. Has shiny bits. And much cleavage.
(I also bought a new sports bra for tonight, cuz bouncing around in underwire is so NOT fun.)
May you all have a fun and festive Saturday evening.
Further bulletins apres-show.