FictionAdvent 04: Snowglobe

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Note: I made a list of prompts, and wrote a bite-sized story for each one. They don’t live in the same universe, but they’re all a little off-kilter from what you might expect from holiday fare. And if you pay attention, you’ll notice that the last line of each story becomes the first line of the next. Also?  You can listen to these stories at my podcast website: BathtubMermaid.com.


She lets the silence fill her, vast and bright as home.

It’s the kind of quiet that only happens after heavy snowfall — thick, forgiving, a hush that smooths the sharp edges of everything. The colony sleeps beneath a quilt of white, soft light bleeding from the biothermal streetlamps. Above the dome, the auroras twist in ribbons of green and rose, reflected in the ice like the planet itself is dreaming.

She stands outside the comms station, chin tilted back, breath crystallizing in the air. Her boots leave careful tracks on the compacted path. The cold doesn’t bother her much anymore; after six years on Isolde Prime, her body has learned to move with the chill instead of against it. Still, she misses the sound of wind through trees — there are no trees here, only metal towers and frost.

The door slides open behind her. “You’re out here again.”

She doesn’t turn immediately. “You say that like I’m supposed to be somewhere else.”

He steps beside her, close enough that she can feel the faint warmth radiating from his coat. Dr. Elias Hart, exobiologist, reluctant optimist, hopeless romantic. His parka hood is lined with faux fur gone a little ragged at the edges, and his cheeks are red from the cold.

“You’re supposed to be asleep,” he says.

“So are you.”

“I was.” He smiles, slow and tired. “Then I dreamed about the first storm, and figured you’d be out here watching this one.”

She glances sideways. “You make that sound like a bad habit.”

“Depends on the company.”

The lights above them pulse, soft as breathing. She remembers that first storm — the fear of the power failing, the scramble to secure the greenhouse domes, the way they’d worked side by side in the cold until dawn. That was when it began, really: not the flirtation or the laughter, but the quiet respect that came from surviving something together.

“Do you think we’ll ever get used to it?” she asks. “The cold, the dark, the way it always feels like we’re living inside a snow globe?”

He follows her gaze toward the horizon, where the sun won’t rise for another twenty days. “Maybe that’s not the point,” he says. “Maybe we’re not supposed to get used to it. Maybe we’re supposed to keep being amazed.”

She snorts, but softly. “That’s the kind of thing you say before you go back to Earth and write a book.”

“I’m not going back.”

She turns toward him, really looks at him this time — the steady eyes, the unshaven jaw, the kind of man who plants roots even in permafrost.

“Elias—”

He reaches into his pocket and pulls out something small: a clear polymer sphere, snow swirling inside in tiny suspension. “The kids in the fabrication lab made these. Said they’re souvenirs for when we forget what the real thing looks like.”

She takes it, shaking it once. Flakes swirl like tiny ghosts, catching the lamplight. “You kept one?”

“I made one for you.”

Her breath catches — not from the cold this time. “You really are hopeless.”

“Hopelessly yours,” he says, grinning.

The silence between them is thick, but not empty. It’s the kind of silence that holds everything they haven’t said — the hours shared, the meals traded, the quiet in each other’s presence.

She leans in before she can second-guess it. The kiss is brief, but steady. His beard is cold, his lips warm, and the world seems to tilt slightly around them.

When they break apart, the snow begins again — soft flakes drifting down through the artificial atmosphere of the dome.

She tucks the snow globe into her coat pocket. “Merry Christmas, Elias.”

“Merry Christmas, Alina.”

The snow falls thicker now, wrapping the colony in white, and when he reaches for her hand, she doesn’t let go.

 

FictionAdvent 03: “Orbit”

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Note: I made a list of prompts, and wrote a bite-sized story for each one. They don’t live in the same universe, but they’re all a little off-kilter from what you might expect from holiday fare. And if you pay attention, you’ll notice that the last line of each story becomes the first line of the next. Also?  You can listen to these stories at my podcast website: BathtubMermaid.com.


For once, she feels perfectly in time.

The station hums around her — quiet but alive, a cathedral of carbon fiber and light. Out the viewport, Earth drifts beneath her like a blue lantern, its cloud swirls gleaming silver against the dark. The orbit is stable again. The instruments whisper compliance.

For the first time in seventy-three days, she’s not fighting the drift.

She floats closer to the window, gloved hand brushing against the glass as if she could touch the horizon. On the far side of the planet, dawn unspools in a line of molten gold. The sun flares, and the panels outside catch it, flooding the cabin with soft radiance.

It feels like Christmas morning — though by the mission clock, it might not even be December anymore. Up here, dates blur. There’s only light and shadow, work and rest, silence and the steady rhythm of her own pulse.

She checks the comms again. Static. Then, faintly, a voice.

“Jemison, this is Houston. Do you copy?”

Her breath catches. “Copy, Houston,” she replies, the words a little too fast. “Jemison reads you five by five.”

“Good to hear your voice again, Commander.”

It’s a new voice, one she doesn’t recognize — calm, low, threaded with warmth. A voice that sounds like gravity.

“Telemetry shows you’re back in sync,” he continues. “Your orbit stabilized two cycles ago.”

“I know,” she says softly. “I felt it.”

There’s a pause on the line — not static, but surprise. Then a chuckle. “You felt orbital correction?”

“I’ve been up here long enough to tell when the universe exhales.”

She hears him smile through the static. “Roger that.”

They run through diagnostics together, the familiar ritual of systems checks and data verification. His cadence is steady, soothing, a rhythm to anchor herself to. She imagines him on the ground — headset askew, coffee cooling beside his keyboard, eyes turned skyward.

When the checklist is complete, he says, “You’ll have sunrise in about ninety seconds. You should see the aurora from your position.”

“I see it already,” she whispers.

Below her, ribbons of green and violet curl across the poles, shimmering like breath against the night. It’s not the first aurora she’s seen from orbit, but this one feels different — brighter, alive. She thinks of the Christmas lights her father used to hang along the eaves of their house, blinking patterns that never quite synced. He’d laugh every year and say, “Perfection’s overrated, sweetheart. Just make it shine.”

And she had.

Now, decades later, she’s circling the planet he left behind, bathed in the glow of a light show that no human hands arranged.

“Houston,” she says, “if you’re getting video, you’ll want to see this.”

“I am,” he answers. “Beautiful, isn’t it?”

She could tell him yes, but it feels too small a word. Instead, she just listens — to the hum of the ship, to his breathing on the line, to the faint crackle of cosmic radiation singing between them.

“I think,” she says slowly, “that for the first time in a long time, I know what it means to be home.”

“Copy that, Commander.” His voice softens. “Merry Christmas, up there.”

Her throat tightens. “Merry Christmas, down there.”

Outside the window, the aurora shimmers brighter, wrapping the curve of the world in living green fire. The station drifts steady through the dark, and she lets the silence fill her, vast and bright as home.

 

 

 

FictionAdvent 02: “Hearth”

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Note: I made a list of prompts, and wrote a bite-sized story for each one. They don’t live in the same universe, but they’re all a little off-kilter from what you might expect from holiday fare. And if you pay attention, you’ll notice that the last line of each story becomes the first line of the next. Also?  You can listen to these stories at my podcast website: BathtubMermaid.com.


Outside, the church bells strike midnight — exactly on time.

Inside the café, the world softens around the edges. The espresso machine has gone quiet, its metal belly releasing one last sigh of steam. She wipes down the counter in slow, practiced circles. When she finishes, she pours herself a small mug from what remains in the pot — lukewarm, but still comforting — and brings it with her as she turns.

He’s still there.

Coat folded over the back of his chair, the sleeves of his blazer worn thin at the elbows, chalk dust or flour or some other pale powder clinging to the cuffs. His notebook lies open beside a half-finished cappuccino, the foam long since collapsed into faint rings. He looks up at the shift of movement — or perhaps at the weight of her gaze — and starts to gather his things in a gentle, apologetic flurry.

“You don’t have to rush,” she says. “I’m closing, but not throwing anyone out.”

He pauses, half-smiling, half-wincing.
“I wouldn’t want to keep you.”

“You’re not,” she replies, sipping from her mug. “You’re keeping the place company.”

The remark earns her a small smile — not quite shy, not quite confident, but warmer than the room had been a moment before. She walks to the back table and pulls the chessboard from the small bookshelf beside it.

“Stay,” she says, setting it down. “One game. I’ll even let you go first.”

He hesitates in the doorway between leaving and lingering — then rises, stretches, and joins her.

“I should warn you,” he says as he sits, “I tend to overthink my openings.”

“I work with caffeine for a living,” she replies. “Patience is a professional hazard.”

They begin in a hush broken only by the soft click of pieces meeting the board. She likes the way he studies the positions — eyes narrowed, mouth slightly open, as if listening for the logic rather than calculating it. She suspects he used to play piano, or perhaps still does.

Between moves, conversation emerges naturally: literature, mathematics, the best temperature for steaming milk, the yearly misery of daylight savings. He admits he always means to grade papers earlier, but ends up wandering the neighborhood instead — the mind needing air. She tells him she once majored in theatre before life demanded something steadier.

“Do you miss it?” he asks.

“Performing? Sometimes,” she says. “But a café’s not so different from a stage. There’s an audience. A rhythm. A script you can rewrite on the fly.”

“And what am I?” he asks, head tilted. “The critic?”

She shakes her head. “The recurring character.”

That earns her a fuller smile, bright enough to reveal the faint crease at the corner of his mouth.

When she finally checkmates him, he laughs softly, running a hand through his hair. “I teach logic, and yet…”

“Emotion trumps logic more often than not,” she says, beginning to gather the pieces.

But he reaches out — a light touch, just two fingers resting over her hand — and asks, “Another round?”

Her pulse flickers. “If I say yes, I’ll have to brew another pot.”

“Then yes,” he repeats.

Outside, snow begins to fall: hesitant flakes drifting past the windows, melting as soon as they touch the pavement. Inside, the air smells of cinnamon, espresso, and something newly awake.

Hours slip by unnoticed.
They play until the clock over the door insists it’s past two.

He helps her stack the chairs, fold the cloths, and set the alarm. At the door he lingers, breath blooming white in the cold.

“Same time next week?”

She nods, fingers tucked into her sleeves. “Bring your overthinking.”

He inclines his head, that amused glint returning. “And you bring the patience.”

The door closes behind him with a soft chime. She watches him retreat into the snow, coat collar turned up, shoulders curved like a thoughtful question. After a moment, she locks up, turns off the lights, and stands in the quiet warmth he’s left behind — a small ember glowing gently in the bones of the room.

When she finally steps outside, the bells begin again, slow and solemn. Midnight, or maybe something older.

And for once, she feels perfectly in time.

 

 

FictionAdvent 01: “Clock:”

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Note: I made a list of prompts, and wrote a bite-sized story for each one. They don’t live in the same universe, but they’re all a little off-kilter from what you might expect from holiday fare. And if you pay attention, you’ll notice that the last line of each story becomes the first line of the next. Also?  You can listen to these stories at my podcast website: BathtubMermaid.com.


They think she’s never on time.

Every year, someone laughs about it — her sister, a coworker, the neighbor who still calls her “kiddo” though she’s past forty.

“You’d be late to your own funeral,” they tease, and she smiles and shrugs and lets them believe it. Every Christmas, every birthday, there’s another clock: elegant wall pendulums, modern minimalist cubes, one shaped like a cat with eyes that swing in time with its tail. Her house ticks like a forest of mechanical crickets.

She doesn’t mind. The noise anchors her, reminds her where she is.

But they’re wrong, of course. She isn’t late — she just doesn’t stay in one version of now.

Time, for her, is elastic. Sometimes it stretches, gossamer-thin, like taffy pulled too far, and she can walk its length to touch the moment when her mother bent to kiss her scraped knee, or the instant she first realized she’d fallen in love. Other times it snaps tight and whips her forward, years ahead, where she sees a conversation that hasn’t happened yet, the face of a friend she hasn’t met.

When she was small, she thought everyone did this. She’d speak of something that “will have happened” next week and be scolded for talking nonsense. Eventually, she learned to keep quiet, to live as linearly as others expected — or at least to pretend.

The clocks help. They keep her tethered to their rhythm. But even that tether frays.

Last spring, she found herself walking home at dusk and stepped — only for an instant — into another version of the same street, where the houses were younger, trees sapling-thin, the air thick with the tang of woodsmoke. A child ran past her, laughing, and she caught a flash of her own face, eight years old and free of all the later weight. Then she blinked, and the world reset: streetlights humming, a grocery bag in her hand, the modern night reasserted.

She wonders sometimes what would happen if she stopped fighting it. If she let herself drift fully backward or forward and stayed. The idea tempts her — not escape, exactly, but alignment. She suspects Time wouldn’t mind the company.

Tonight, on Christmas Eve, her house is full of ticking. Every gift clock is wound and running, marking hours she doesn’t quite inhabit. She pours tea, sits among them, and feels the familiar shimmer begin — that soft stretch, the hum of a thousand parallel seconds brushing past.

One by one, the clocks fall silent. Not broken — merely pausing. In the hush, she hears it: the heartbeat beneath everything, the pulse of the world breathing.

She closes her eyes and lets go.

For a moment, she is everywhere — childhood, tomorrow, yesterday’s snowfall, next summer’s rain. She stands at the center of it all, a still point in a turning sphere, and Time — ancient, patient, amused — wraps her in its arms.

“You were never late,” it whispers. “You were simply elsewhere.”

When she opens her eyes, the clocks resume their ticking, each one perfectly synchronized.

And outside, the church bells strike midnight — exactly on time.

Sacrificial

The tree stood in the living room, centered in the arch of the window, its branches unadorned – naked. Despite being both artificial and pre-lit it had been there for several days because Ellie insisted that even plastic trees had to acclimate before they could be decorated.

Cardinal Ornament

Several RubberMaid totes, their purple hue faded to lavender by time and dust, sat open on the floor, each filled with crumpled tissue in a variety of colors. The same tissue was re-used every year, until it was so tattered and thin that it had to be replaced. The ornaments – mostly glass, but some wood, some tin, and a few made of seashells – once cradled within were scattered haphazardly on the coffee table, two snack trays, and an end table that had seen better days.

For Ellie, decorating the tree had always been her favorite part of the season, as if a piece of holiday magic entered the room with every bauble placed on a waiting bough until – finally – the angel was placed on top, and Christmas arrived in full force.

This year, however, something was different. The air felt heavier, almost as if the house itself were holding its breath. The dogs seemed to sense it too. Mumble had been pacing anxiously all day, and Pork Chop hadn’t even barked at the mailman once.

“Are you ready to start?” Max asked, coming into the room, and causing his wife to jump.

“You scared me!” Ellie said. “And yes… I am.”

“Great!” Max picked up a small yellow ornament – a glass version of a rubber duck. “This guy looks like he wants to be first.”

“Wait!”  Ellie’s cry made her husband freeze in place. “Don’t forget the sacrifice.”

It was the phrase she’d heard every year from her mother, growing up, and from her grandmother as well. “It’s part of the tradition,” the older woman had reminded them every year, her voice quivering. But in all the years those words had been spoken, often during late-night conversations she hadn’t been meant to overhear, Ellie had never known what they meant.

Tonight, Ellie felt the weight of family history. Every year, one ornament had to break. Not intentionally but also not by accident. Well, not exactly.

“What do you mean ‘sacrifice?’” Max asked. He wasn’t usually part of the decorating process from the beginning. Instead, it was up to Ellie and her mother, and he’d come later and do the top section where they couldn’t reach. But Ellie’s mother wasn’t with them anymore, and she’d insisted that she couldn’t – didn’t want to – decorate the tree alone.

“Mom told me once that it’s for the tree. To make the magic work.”  Ellie frowned as she said it. The notion was absurd. Still, she couldn’t shake the feeling that her mother might have been right. She looked at the tree: it seemed to loom larger than its actual size, the dark green needles casting shadows that looked like clutching fingers on all the walls of the room.

Fighting a shiver, Ellie told their smart speaker to play Christmas music, and she and Max sang along to Bing, Johnny, Burl, and Nat as they began to decorate.

Carefully, they began placing the ornaments on the branches. Ellie’s hands trembled as she hung a shimmering snowflake as high as she could manage. Every brush of her sleeve against the needles or clink of glass as the ornaments touched made her flinch.

As the hours passed, the tree grew more beautiful, but the weight in the air grew heavier, pressing down on Ellie’s chest.

“Is it time?” Max asked as they neared the end of their task.

The remaining ornaments were among the oldest in their collection, things that Ellie’s mother had bought for her when she was still a baby. This one was from her very first Christmas, and that one was from the year Max proposed. How could she choose one to be destroyed?

The answer came not from her, but from the tree itself. A low creak echoed through the room, the sound of the center pole groaning under an unseen weight. The branches trembled, shaking the ornaments as if impatient.

“I guess it’s now,” Ellie said.

She picked up an old glass cardinal with a chipped tail feather. She held it tightly, her hands cold even though the room was warm. Cardinals had been her grandmother’s favorite bird. Standing in front of the tree she reached to slip the gold thread around the branch, but the second she let go, it came loose.

It fell in slow motion, spinning as it descended toward the tile floor. When it landed, the sound was sharper than Ellie expected, the shattering glass echoing like a gunshot.

The music stopped. The room fell silent. The shadows around the tree seemed to shift, retreating as though satisfied. The air grew lighter, the oppressive weight dissipating until Ellie was breathing freely once more. Staring down at the tiny pieces of red glass, she whispered, “It’s done.”

Max restarted the music and went to get the broom. The dogs sniffed the air, then jumped onto the couch, settling into opposing corners.

And the tree? It seemed to hum with approval, its lights glowing brighter. Ellie even thought she detected faint movement from the branches… a bow of gratitude, almost.

Later that night, as she and Max sipped spiked eggnog in the darkened living room with only the tree lights for illumination, it occurred to Ellie that the broken ornament had meant more than just a ritual sacrifice. It was a sort of a pact. The tree would retain Christmas magic until the dawn of New Year’s Day, when the ornaments would be removed.

Still, she had to wonder: what would happen if the tree ever went without?

 

 

Special thanks to Kymm and Francesca for naming the dogs.

Cidre, Ponche, & Rompope

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Since it’s New Years Eve, it seems appropriate to talk about the three drinks that are used to celebrate Christmas in Mexico: Cidre, Ponche and Rompope.

Cidre is exactly what it sounds like: hard sparkling cider. Some people like it sweet, while others prefer dryer varieties, but either way apple is the traditional flavor.

And speaking of apple, there’s another apple-based drink that’s had at Christmas: ponche. Ponche – or punch – is sort of a cross between hot cider and wassail. It’s made with dried fruit (usually apple or pear), hot water, brown sugar, spices, when it’s done, you can drink it just like that, or add rum. The most traditional ponche is stirred with a stalk of sugar cane, but we just used a spoon.

And finally, there’s Rompope. This is a drink similar to eggnog, but it’s not as sweet, and it’s sold bottled with rum already mixed in. It’s also served at room temperature. Some brands have pictures of saints on the label, some don’t, but it’s a lovely holiday treat, and very festive.

If you’re wondering which is my favorite, I like them all, but I think Rompope is the one I like most. It’s one of those drinks that can soothe a sore throat and warm your entire body, with just a tiny sip, and while it’s usually available only for Christmas, we bought the last bottle in town for our New Year’s celebration.

Whatever you’re drinking tonight, I hope you’re safe and warm, and that 2020 brings you joy and peace.

Felices fiestas.

Tamales

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One of my favorite times of year is Tamale Season. Other people know this as Christmastime, Advent, or just the holiday season, but whatever you call it, from around Thanksgiving through the first of the new year, tamales are on the menu.

In Mexico, of course, they’re a traditional Christmas food, and Mexican tamales always come with an olive – with the pit still in it – in the center.

Some people say that the olive represents Mary holding the Christ Child within her, and some people say it represents all mothers and their future children.

But the reality is that whether they’re wrapped in cornhusks or banana leaves, tamales predate Christianity, so it’s more likely that the olive represents the seeds we plant for future harvests.

Whatever the meaning really is, I think we can all agree that tamales are a tasty treat, made more special by being limited to specific times of the year.

Felices Fiestas.

Mazapánes

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Like buñuelos, mazapánes only come out for the holidays. Individually wrapped  in either waxed paper or colored saran wrap, these are light, with an almost shortbread-like texture, made with peanuts, and just sweet enough that one is completely satisfying, though we could all easily eat five or six.

There is some debate about whether they’re a cookie or a candy (they feel like a cookie to me) and whether there is any flour in the recipe. (Most recipes only list peanuts, peanut butter, and powdered sugar, but they may not be accurate.)

The mazapánes we have were gifted to my mother by her friend An, who apparently makes masses of them every year. (An is a gourmet cook and loves to share her food.)

When Mom brought these around at her posada, all the Mexican guests immediately lit up, recognizing the special holiday treat. The American and Canadian guests had to be introduced to this new delicacy.

Everyone agreed they were delicious.

And An has promised to send me the recipe… once she figures out how to write it out in English.

Buñuelos

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Just as the Madrillenos (citizens of Madrid) greet the morning with churros and chocolate, the Mexicans have a tradition of eating buñuelos at Christmas time.

Traditionally, these are caseras  – homemade. You can’t typically buy them in stores, though sometimes you might pass someone selling them on the street. (We had Lupita make a bunch for us, both for the posada we hosted on Saturday evening, and to eat with hot chocolate this morning.) Also traditionally, you make them and gift them to other people.

So what are buñuelos? Well, they’re about the diameter of a corn tortilla, but they’re typically made of wheat flour, milk, sugar, and egg, fried into a light, thin, crispy crepe-like thing, and then sprinkled with cinnamon sugar while they’re still warm.

After that, you can dress them up, or not. The most popular thing to do is drizzle them with honey, but I like them plain, dipped in piping-hot cocoa.

They crunch at first, then melt in your mouth – just a touch of sweetness. But unlike churros, these are only made at Christmas.

Lupita’s Frutería

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This week, instead of fiction, I’m sharing some of the holiday traditions and experiences I’m having while visiting my mother in La Paz, Baja California Sur, Mexico.

There is a store in El Centenario that you get to by turning off the highway at the sign with the flags and the simple descriptor “frutería.”

In English, this is a greengrocer. A produce stand. But Lupita’s frutería is so much more.

First, of course, there is Lupita herself. She’s a small woman with jet black hair and deep berry lipstick, and she talks faster, even, than I do, with a cheery expression that you cannot help but mimic.

Then, there’s her produce. She doesn’t always have everything you want, but what she does have is excellent. Sweet potatos. Bananas. Tomatos. Avocados. Onions. All the staples you need.

But the real reason people visit her store – the not-so-secret, super secret reason – is her pico de gallo.

Now, pico de gallo itself is not a difficult thing to make. It’s just tomatos, onions, chili peppers and cilantro, maybe with a little bit of salt.

Something about Lupita’s pico de gallo, though, is just… effervescent. Not literaly. It doesn’t bubble. But it tastes amazingly fresh, and it seems to carry with it the essence of Lupita herself. We bought a container of it on Thursday afternoon, and by bedtime, we’d finished the container. (I did not measure the container.)

My mother says there was at least one time when she got the last container Lupita had for sale that day, and saw other customers walk away disappointed.

Chips and salsa aren’t something you put out at parties here. It’s considered “cheating” to offer something that simple. But everyone loves them, and everyone eats it.

Especially if it’s the pico de gallo from Lupita’s frutería.